I have decided that even if i dun blog thru out the week i am going to make an effort to blog on sundays....and kinda summarise the message...todays message was super good and i felt like it was something that i should bedinately put into practice.
Before doing tht exam summary:
IF:..ok lah....hope i can pass!
TM: super duper worried....pls God help me to pass pls God help me to pass!
ER: Was pretty ok....except for the 1st ques..i was like wth? but PRAY to do well =)
I was feeling kinda down today after church..on something that was not worth feeling down for...soemtimes i ask myself why do i even bother...i mean in the beginning it was all smiles and glances..and now its like NOTHING>!!!! wats up with tht..? and to think that i thought it was meant to be....urghhhh!!!
Moving on....
Today message was on 1 Samuel chap 17....story of David and Goliath....
The so called "Goliath" in our lives is that voice inside us that tells us we are failures and good for nothings...and in order to over come this we much we like David, take a sling shot and stones (not literally) and bring the "Goliath" down..!
How do we do this.?
We need to make 5 decisions:
Pick up the stone of........
1.The past
"A good memory will make a hero out of you"
2. Prayer
3. Priority
4. Passion
5. Persistence
For me personally the "goliath" in my life is definitely be my skin condition, call me silly but if you dun knw me well, then you wont knw how much i struggle, and even if on the outside i might be fine wit it...on the inside..there is hurt!! Evry morning i get back and believe it or not its (most of the time) the first thing i think abt...and the "Goliath" voice inside me tells me..."youre not normal, how are you going to get a job with this kinda condition, how are you going to face the outside world with this kinda condition....??" And to be honest sometimes i let it get to me! But i am so thankful that i have a God who is able to above all that we can imagine...and he has a plan for my life..and a purpose...i am not going to give up...i am going to fight with prayer...and pray not only for myself...but also for a dear friend who has the same condition as me....!
Wow i am getting a bit emotional...but its something i felt like i should blog about...i have never been so open about this topic...but i think i should come out of my bubble!
Because of You i was born again
Because of You I am ransomed by your Grace
Because of You my heart has found a Home
Because of You Sins are washed away
Because of You Heaven knws my name
Because of You I can live again......................Thank You=)
