DISCLAIMER: most ppl might not be able to understand this post!...i just need somewhere to vent and i felt my blog was the best place...i knw i am pathetic!
Its hard.....it really is....and i needed that "moment" today out of all days...arghhh i have a test tml...=(.....and to make things worse i can hear ur name on TV....why???why??? *sad face*
Svc was really good today. I think i really needed that msg that pastor preached today.
Starting at attributes next week....excited abt tht...infact that the only thing i have to look forward to....you use to be on that list...but now i really have my doubts....I mean seriously, its been such a long time....did u even try to create a moment? urghhh...forget it...i have better things to think about....i dun knw...maybe it goodbye for good.....just maybe.....but then again...there is my heart!